Weekend blogging, #3

Man, I'm well into the day and just getting to my blog.  I, of course, had some different intentions on that front, but whatever works.  I'm also a little out of my comfort zone in having to work on my clunky home computer (weekday work computers are much faster, yeah, I work at work, just not on work. I mean, sometimes.....:)
My office closed early for Easter weekend yesterday, giving me some extra time that I quickly filled with errands (code for spending money).  THEN, I ended back out there getting even more stuff today!  To be fair, I didn't want to go, but I did need upholstery thread.  (Don't ask, it's another mess I'm working on that I'm not sure I should be).
Fast forward to 4:00pm and I'm finally slowed down.
This feels much better.  Time invested listening.  What needs to be said today?

• That that nasty comment earlier from a hurt soul was about that hurt soul and not you. Let it go.
• I need to remember that my integrity can't become more important than taking care of myself.
• Reminder that in allowing,  if you are deciding what allowing should look like, maybe you aren't actually allowing.    
• I'm thinking more and more it isn't happiness that we are pursuing, but peace. At least that is true for me.
• My thinking mind constantly battles with the knowing belief that becoming completely present in the present moment is still forward movement. (that's linear thinking, though, and is that really accurate for ones expansive self?...)
• I hope I get better at coherent thought in my blogs

holding space for you lovely creative beings,
​~deb♥

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