I've been thinking I need to do more. My classes have to be smaller, so I need to hold more classes. I been thinking I'm still not where I want to be. I haven't started offering Art Journal classes, as I planned to over a year ago. I went from having 2 workshops a week to only one. I was planning to move to the Front Range when my youngest daughter graduated, almost 4 years ago. I was going to start eating right, making my meals at home and swimming. I've been thinking that I should be doing something different than I am.
I've been thinking. Maybe I need to STOP thinking, stop trying to control everything, including what I am thinking and how I am feeling. I need to give myself the gift of pausing. Pausing and enjoying exactly where I am, and all the beautiful moments surrounding me. Then feel the ease that opens, breath in that freedom.