I've been thinking

I've been thinking I need to do more.  My classes have to be smaller, so I need to hold more classes.  I been thinking I'm still not where I want to be.  I haven't started offering Art Journal classes, as I planned to over a year ago.  I went from having 2 workshops a week to only one.  I was planning to move to the Front Range when my youngest daughter graduated, almost 4 years ago.  I was going to start eating right, making my meals at home and swimming.  I've been thinking that I should be doing something different than I am.  

I've been thinking.  Maybe I need to STOP thinking, stop trying to control everything, including what I am thinking and how I am feeling.  I need to give myself the gift of pausing.  Pausing and enjoying exactly where I am, and all the beautiful moments surrounding me.  Then feel the ease that opens, breath in that freedom.

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