EMERGE
  • Sign up!! Schedule
  • Red Thread Circles
  • Home
  • Private Parties
  • Past Workshops
  • Contact
  • About
  • Blog
  • Society6
  • Important Information
  • Sign up!! Schedule
  • Red Thread Circles
  • Home
  • Private Parties
  • Past Workshops
  • Contact
  • About
  • Blog
  • Society6
  • Important Information

Archives

August 2022
May 2022
August 2021
April 2021
March 2019
January 2019
November 2018
October 2018
July 2017
June 2017

Are you ****ing kidding me?! (day 22 blogging with Effy Wild)

4/22/2021

6 Comments

 
I'm trapped in reaction, yup! After just talking about how it's a good idea to pause, I'm rushing in.
After the issues yesterday trying to get the blog function to work on Weebly, I had more issues this morning. It will let me post or discard, but nothing was coming up for an entry. So I just hit post, let's see what happens.  It posted! Just a date. So trying to delete that off the page I ended up inadvertently deleting yesterday too! ARGGGhhhh.....
I'm sad. 
There is no going back, I tried.
I'm regretful that I didn't think about copying from the other page I had it open on still. But that is a hindsight thing.
not helpful thoughts
  • why can't things just go right
  • why can't Weebly just work!
  • why didn't you leave well enough alone and leave the one little blank post
  • why why why 
I wonder, is there a way to stop that all before it happens?  Not the problems, but the reactions.
Do I really have to go through it all every time? 
Yup!  And just like Kyle Cease loves to say, "And I love it."
WTF? Love stupid things happening and then reacting more stupidly? YUP!
Because it's there, it happened, why NOT love it? Fighting it is going to take SO much more energy.
It's allowing. It's space in the container.
and it takes practice. every damn day.
(Kyle Cease is a motivational/transformational speaker who developed the program "Evolving Out Loud")
Picture
6 Comments
Effy link
4/22/2021 09:47:47 am

I love your attitude. <3

The best I can muster is *valuing* the reactivity for what it is revealing to me about my inner state. Loving it though? Nope. *lol*

Reply
Deb M
4/22/2021 10:43:21 am

I hear you! lol

Reply
Lisa link
4/22/2021 11:27:31 am

I'm a reactive person, I think. I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. Maybe it just depends on the situation?
But I hear ya...((HUGS))

Reply
Deb M
4/22/2021 11:29:23 am

Thank you Lisa!

Reply
Renee
4/22/2021 12:21:22 pm

I totally get your reaction. Tech issues make me MURDEROUS.

Reply
Deb M
4/22/2021 02:14:54 pm

Hi Renee! Boy you are so right, that is definitely the feeling!

Reply



Leave a Reply.

    Author

    Let's being a journey together.  I'll share my experiences and hopefully you'll join in.  A journey in art!

    Archives

    August 2022
    May 2022
    August 2021
    April 2021
    March 2019
    January 2019
    November 2018
    October 2018
    July 2017
    June 2017

    Categories

    All

    RSS Feed

Powered by Create your own unique website with customizable templates.